This week I have been full of crazy emotions. I feel like there is so much going on and not enough time to wrap my head around it. I feel like I need to sort out these emotions to feel better.  First things first, my little brother is moving to California. It has been really hard to see one of my best friends leave. He and I have had a bond that can't be explained. We have been inseparable since he has been born. Mason is a light in my life and truly makes my life better and easier. The adventures he takes our family on and the things he has taught us and will continue to teach us is invaluable.   We are so much alike and I think for the most part we know how to help each other through anything. We have been through a lot and we are always there for one another.  It breaks my heart knowing he might not be there when baby J comes but I know he will be a big part of his life. I'm so grateful Mason will be an example for my baby boy.  Mason is one incredible perso...