I have to say I never imagined myself pregnant. I wasn't that girl that dreamed about being pregnant and having a family. My dreams were graduating college, having a fabulous career and traveling the world.  However, Parker wanted to start a family immediately after we were married. I thought it was cute that he wanted to be a dad and have a family! But I was not even close to being ready. I just felt like it was the wrong time.  Luckily Parker patiently waited and we spent four years growing and learning about one another. It was amazing to have that much time together and just be PJ and MJ. We had our highs and  our lows but we realized no matter what we went through, we were in it for forever.  Last July (2013) Parker prayed about starting a family and within a few months he received the answer yes . I was starting to get nervous because I definitely had not received an answer and I didn't know if I was hindering an answer because I wasn't ready for it.  But ...

It is simply amazing that I made it to five years with someone. Even more amazing, it's not that big of a deal compared to eternity. Haha but I'm proud of myself, I am proud of us! We have been through a lot and each day I am more grateful for the choice I made to be with someone who loves me unconditionally.  I truly find it incredible at the very young age of twenty years old I said yes to a boy on my couch that I would be with him, not knowing it would end up in marriage with a baby on the way.  Embarking on this journey with him has been an eye opener and has given me more of a reason to believe we are meant to be. Parker is always there for me during this very hard pregnancy. He truly cares and tries his very hardest to make me comfortable. I am so thankful for a husband that is so sensitive to my needs. I have really had to rely on him these past six months and he is doing a great job!  Well it has been an incredible adventure these last five years and I am eternall...