Survey says.... 1. Name Parker Melvin Jones 2. Who said I love you first? Parker said he loved me first. I was so close to saying it the same night but luckily he was brave enough to say it first. 3. Who eats more? Parker :) 4. Who is taller? Parker luckily otherwise we would have really short kids. 5. Who is smarter? Parker is smart with computers, electronics, mechanics and all of that jazz. I am a little smarter with book smarts. 6. Who is more sensitive? Parker. It is so amazing to see how soft hearted he is. That is one of my favorite things about Parker. 7. Who does the laundry? Parker is amazing with laundry lately. We try to help one another but seriously he does it all of the time. 8. Who sleeps on the right side of the bed? Parker is right now but we change it up every couple of weeks. 9. Who pays bills? We both pay our own? I know that is weird but we don't really have any joint bills, other than rent. Whoever goes to the bank that day pays. 10. Who cooks more?...

A couple of years ago today, it would have been a great night. Why? Well September 1St was one of my best buddies birthday. We would have gone to either Chilies or TGIFs and celebrated the birth of one of the most amazing people that have ever entered into my life. Sam would have given me a great big bear hug and tell me he loves me. We would have laughed hard and loud. Talked about fun memories in the past. Little did we know we were making another great memory that I would do anything to have back. But today instead we will get together tonight with friends and his family. We will have ice cream and cake and talk about how much we love"our Sammie" and how much we miss him. My heart is heavy today because my Sammie won't be there to celebrate his life with us. We don't get to hear his hilarious laugh, feel his hugs, or hear his voice... It still is so unreal to me that my Sammie is gone. It breaks my heart and I feel empty just thinking about it. He was the guy y...