Sometimes I worry that I will forget the little things about Jagger when he is so young and happy.. The last year it feels more like surviving than living and forget about "thriving." When I do that I tend to go onto autopilot and miss the small moments that end up being the big moments.  I don’t want to forget that he twirls his hair or mine when he is sleepy or wants comfort. . Jagger will pucker his lips when he wants a kiss, loves hugs and holding my hand. I love how he loves me and makes sure I am taken care of tells me I am beautiful and to not put my hair up or makeup on. He has the biggest heart and his teacher said, "He has too big of a heart for that little of a body." I don’t think he will really ever grow into his big heart, I think it will always be bigger than his body.  I love how he loves our dogs and calls Zen, "Zenny boo-boo" and how he whispers in their ears that he loves them. He totally gets humor and understands sarcasm and will teas...