Haha I totally made that up by the way but I have thoughts that need to make it to "paper" Since this is basically my journal what better place? Here we go!!!! ~ I am amazed how quickly people can change... ~I believe whatever your stance on same sex marriage is we need to be kind, loving to all no matter what. I believe people are allowed to be happy with whatever they decide to do in their lives. I am not God therefore I do not need to judge. That is between them and their God. ~I am so happy to have Parker back. I was looking back on my other relationships in the past and I have realized Parker truly is my soul mate.  I couldn't picture my life with anyone else. I really think that it is a blessing to know the one you chose was the right choice! ~ As of this week I don't want children! Haha I am sure that will change. But going back to nannying I just couldn't imagine not getting a break or an end of the shift or for that matter the weekends haha People ca...

I have a few puzzle pieces in my life that I am missing. But I am thankful for those spaces because with space there is more room to grow. I first and foremost miss my other half of the puzzle, Parker . Parker is in Minnesota for a training for his work. This boy has worked his but off to get to this training. Parker is so deserving of this he makes me so proud! He strives every day to be the best he can be and my favorite part about this story is he gets to see the benefits of it. Sometimes in my life I feel like I work so hard and I don't get to see the results of my hard work. But Parker has made me see a different outcome. He has shown me if you stay consistent and you continue to do your best you will see results. I LOVE THAT STORY! Although I am so dang proud of this guy I sure miss him like crazy! Everyone has been asking me what are you going to do without your other half? Everyone knows we are like magnets if I am there he will be there and vice versa. We are always toge...