Thinking Thursday!

Haha I totally made that up by the way but I have thoughts that need to make it to "paper" Since this is basically my journal what better place?
Here we go!!!!

~ I am amazed how quickly people can change...

~I believe whatever your stance on same sex marriage is we need to be kind, loving to all no matter what. I believe people are allowed to be happy with whatever they decide to do in their lives. I am not God therefore I do not need to judge. That is between them and their God.
~I am so happy to have Parker back. I was looking back on my other relationships in the past and I have realized Parker truly is my soul mate.  I couldn't picture my life with anyone else. I really think that it is a blessing to know the one you chose was the right choice!

~ As of this week I don't want children! Haha I am sure that will change. But going back to nannying I just couldn't imagine not getting a break or an end of the shift or for that matter the weekends haha People call us selfish but I call us smart. We will have kids when we are ready.

~ I am so excited for Girls R Fanz 2 I don't even know when I can officially announce it but great things are coming! Hooray!!!!

~I am tired of school right now. Blah!

~The Dominican Rebulic is approaching quickly! I can't even wait. It still doesn't seem real.

~ I am blessed beyond measure and happy and finally healthy! :)

Xoxo

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